West Ham midfielder Lucas Paqueta says his "ridiculous behaviour" that resulted in a red card in the 2-0 defeat by Liverpool was a "reflection of everything I've had to endure."
A near-two-year Football Association investigation into the Brazil midfielder ended in July when he was cleared of spot-fixing charges by an independent regulatory commission.
AdvertisementAdvertisementAdvertisementOn Sunday, Paqueta was shown two yellow cards in quick succession for dissent by referee Darren England for arguing over a decision to award a foul against his team with six minutes left to play.
"It's ridiculous to have your life and career affected for two years without any psychological support from the federation," Paqueta posted on X after the game.
"Perhaps this ridiculous behavior is just a reflection of everything I've had to endure and, it seems, have to continue enduring!
"I'm sorry if I'm not perfect."